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Respect Earned isnt Returned

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Being disrespected by people you care about is inexcusable. When people know your past and still decided to do things that are hurtful, it stings even more. Yes, I am calm and collected under most situations. Yes, when backed into a corner, I become defensive. However, I do not get physical, push the blame off, or throw the blame anywhere.

When you do wrong to others, own up to it. Always recognize where you made a mistake and better yourself. Putting the blame else where is a very liberal thing especially when it has nothing to do with the problem. Instead you are trying to defer the real source of anger and place it elsewhere which it isn’t needed.

Getting physical with someone, for other reasons than self defense, are completely out of my understanding. I have never placed my hands on someone out of pure anger. If I, someone with stress, anxiety, and depression, has never found a reason to voluntarily assault someone, then I have no idea how or what you would need to. Its not that I’m peaceful, its that I respect people. Earning respect means nothing if the other person has issues. You will never fully earn their respect that way.

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February 10, 2013 at 6:00 am

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Once a cheater, always a let down.

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I wonder what its like. I wonder how it feels. You love something so much and cherish it more than anything you’ve ever known, but you still choose to push the limit. Look but never touch, flirt but never…wait..no. Its not being nice when you entertain someone that is interested.  Its either you are the one interested or there’s something else. I’ve been in love for almost 6 years. Never, not once did i stray away. Never did i flirt just to flirt because that leads people on and we all know when you lead the wrong person on, the outcome is not always what you want. “Oh no its completely innocent.”. That’s incorrect. Through my eyes, i love what i have. I don’t need to flirt, i don’t need to put myself in a questionable situation, i don’t need to give you anything to question. Its just not right. I’m not fake, i don’t say things to make you feel better. When I say i only have eyes for you, i mean my mind, mouth, ears, nose, everything. Its one thing to say its not a big deal, but when a person repeatedly says “this makes me uncomfortable” and you chose to still ignore the request, you really don’t care. Either that or you take for granted what you have. I think that’s the case.

You see, giving someone their way, being a good person to them, living your life for them, leads to being spoiled in most cases. Don’t think that good guys finish last only in TV or emo situations. Good guys, married, engaged, committed, true, end up getting the shaft. You will regret it. There is no stop to it. Even if that person is like you, and has had crappy relationships, they still will take advantage of it if they can. “Real Talk”

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February 3, 2013 at 5:06 am

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